I Never Got Over You (December 24th 2012)

Where we laughed together confiding in each other

We had such a ball... Man, did I drop the ball

My stupidity ruined it all

We avoid each other like some germ that will contaminate each other

We catch eyes and I smile just a hair. You give me this glare.

I don't like that its this way... Man, I hate that we do this 

Avoiding each other at all costs 

I don't know what to say, my chances are up though I cant just give up

Now here I am dying a little, I wish I could go back and ask for your help, see what I can do to make this all work.

You meant so much to me, now I feel all this misery

I can't believe I said the things I said so thus I will never let you forget that I'm sorry

I upset you in such a way that you don't think we can be friends again

I understand but I don't know how it lead to this

I said all this gibberish and it lead to this...

I'm somewhat confused as to what exactly it was but I respect your decision 

Whatever will make things better in the end is up to you all together

Though I'd like to say I've moved on and fully processed that things will never be the same, I can't

I really should have tried a little harder, I really, truly, should have...

Then again you did say you didn't want me to talk to you yet here I am recalling all the conversations we had back before February

I smile at all the good times we had and although you don't want to be friends with me just bare knowing that in the end I still want us to be