City Lights (March 31st 2016)Looking over the city.City Lights (March 31st 2016) by laurenlilly757
I can't help but wonder..
Is there someone just like me?
Searching this city for something to make them happy?
Is there anyone around me who feels the way I do?
Someone who wonders what the world could do?
Because I'm looking for you.
The person who feels the way I do.
Where oh where are you?
Could you be in this city ?
Are you anywhere in this vicinity?
Feel crazy like I do, somewhere in this city?
Looking to the shimmering light.
Dark of the night.
Hoping for some illuminating sight.
Something to make my night.
Nothing happy to be found.
Just the sounds of cars and people.
No where to find the sanity lost in my mind.
Nothing to help me find..
The person just like me..
Someone looking to be happy
Confused (March 27th 2016)I know nothing is for certain, but I can’t help but feel it still is.Confused (March 27th 2016) by laurenlilly757
Still nothing to be of me… I’m lost in my misery
I know all is not lost. But at the moment it is.
I’m upset with me for I brought this all upon me.
Nothing to be now but depression and sadness
I’m upset with my choices to move on past this.
I want to forget. I want to love
I fucked it all up.. I’ve really fudged.
I tried to move past not knowing it’s rash.
I’ve made a mistake and I’m so sorry to say.
I fucked it all up. I know you’ve given up.
It’s not a last plea but I’m so unhappy.
Nothing to be of me. I think I’ll miss you eternally.
It’s gone but hopefully not lost.
You were all I have got… Nothing I could replace.
My feelings so lost without you.
I don’t know what to do.
Known Languages: English, Spanish, and ASL (American Sign Language)
Favorite color (value): Black
Favorite activity(ies): Skateboarding, Drawing, Writing poetry, Going on adventures everywhere in SoCal
Favorite music genre(s): Rock, Metal, Alternative
Favorite Band(s): Red, Three Days Grace, Avenged Sevenfold, Five Finger Death Punch,
Ethnicity: Irish. Actual Age: 20
My fav songs that also relate a lot to me:
Pain by: Three Days Grace
Of These Chain by: Red
Duality by: Slipknot
Break Stuff by: Limp Bizkit
Below are some stamps that give a good background to who I am as well as what I like:
About my art:
I enjoy drawing, writing short stories and poetry, and photography. I create a wide range of different types of drawings but tend to focus on the hands and figures part. My poetry is based on personal emotions and actions but do not acurrately depict everything. My photography is usually of scenery but I don't submit my photographs on here anymore.
I'm a fulltime college student following a double major in American Sign Language and Radiology Tech. Currently focusing strickly on American Sign Language but will pursue radiology when I transfer to the 4 year in the Spring of 2017. Art is my passion but so is medicine and linguistics. All the art I do is for fun and something I do on the side when I'm not going to school or working.
More Random Facts About Me:
If I have don't want to watch anything on Netflix, my go-to is Futurama (everytime)
I'm both gender and sexually fluid
I'm also crazy obsessed with buying stuff off Amazon.
I love to ride around on my skateboard and drive around in my Toyota Rav4
While I love the outdoors, I also love playing video games.
I love art and if I'm not outdoors or playing a game I'm constantly doodling in class
I love intellectual conversation so talk to me about the universe or give me some random knowledge
If you want to get to know me outside of my artwork or bio section I just wrote you are welcome to send me a note, or leave a comment in the comment area below, or perhaps you want to reach me via some type of phone app, well, you can find me on Instagram at: free_for_eternity. Have a wonderful day.
Enjoy this quick poem I wrote:
As I lay here on this cold, stone, floor I think of all the thoughts from the night before and before I could force my mind to forget the horrors my eyes traveled down to see more of the scars that haunt my nightmares. These lines reminding me of what I did, I know that someday I won't stop when I begin again. So as I reach out, arm toward the sun, I whisper "Save me from this life that you begun".